I appreciate the New Age movement and really think it is a beautiful thing . . . the crystals, the art, dreams of creating Utopia, meditating and centering so as to lead to an upgrade in vibes are always cool things to take in and aspire for BUT in many ways, for me it's not always real life. In reality, many of us are walking around with broken hearts and all are just trying to manage our grief in hopefully the most healthy way. Many are not. The trials in life can cause great pain and sorrow. If we are lucky to have the strength and tenacity to transmute our suffering . . . . then we supposedly gain some wisdom and peace. 'God' is a bit of a trickster in this way! Real life can and should never be sugar coated. Life will be always feel bittersweet. We are all fallen Angels. Maybe someday our Utopia will come . . .